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Friday, November 30, 2012

Weirdest EVER :D

This posting would probably be the weirdest one ever. Well, I guess it's been a while since the last time I wrote on this blog. so I guess there has been too much going on. And I know that no body would ever be the best place to lie everything on, cause I know nobody would ever be that perfect destiny to long for. Sounds pessimistic, huh? Nope. I'm just talking the reality. I'm just telling you the truth that you cannot depend or rely on anybody, at least you shouldn't give them the whole, except that you try to depend on your own feet. Well, at the end i believe that you would find how little thing you are, how weak, and how lonely to feel on your own. But, the important thing is, to whom then, should i rely everything on? to whom, should i tell any secrets? to whom should i blame, curse, or for the worst scream as loud as i can or cry hard? no body would wholeheartedly accept you, exceptyour ownself. what would i find? how miserable your life may be? anyway, i believe how many times you fall and try to raise your own self, you have One who always keeps you strong. It's a matter of you!


YOU ARE JUST AMAZING THE WAY YOU ARE! YOU GO GIRL! SEIZE THE DAY AND THE NIGHT! :)

Monday, November 12, 2012

Can You Imagine? -freestyle medley


When all the world is a hopeless jumble
And the raindrops tumble all around
Heaven opens a magic lane

When all the clouds darken up the skyway
There's a rainbow highway to be found
Leading from your windowpane

To a place behind the sun
Just a step beyond the rain... 1

Can you imagine the world with its wonderment, the universe with its beauty of the unspeakable verses, and all those miracles that life -specifically the owner of this life- always has for us? Hmm, at the end you'll just realize, how little tiny thing you are, absolutely tiny in this huge humongous world! O man, even the world is just that small, as you walk-through it really. Or, don't you see that the earth is just SUPER-tiny in the constellation?

Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
Birds fly over the rainbow, why oh why can't I?
If happy little blue birds fly, beyond the rainbow,
why oh why can't I? 2

Can you imagine flying high on the air like how that happy little blue bird fly? Can you see how tiny things are-from the sky up-high? Can't you feel this power, the invisible power, keeping the earth on its right track, turning the sun on, and again turning it off? Or, don't you realize how you cant hold your own life for its destiny that you cant decide its end or the answer of any guess of the life of all humankind?

Can you imagine when the day comes, families gather around, good friends are reunited, bright happy faces-all whom we meet-are the ones whose sincere hearts brighten the light of the day, the ones whose heart are always brightened by the light, and vice versa.

Can you see? Can you scream? And, hear your voice back? Would that be an answer? Or, may it remain a question till the end when everything comes to clear? Listen, listen, listen. Don't you listen to that little voice? 

Can you imagine a piece of the universe, more fit for princess and kings? I'll trade you ten of your cities for Marion bridge and the pleasure it brings.3

Well, I would imagine a world where there will always be love and happiness. I would imagine a palace of kings and queens, a home, a genuine home for all humankind who have the bright faces and smiles when the day comes. It is when the end is the beginning. All is happy, all is well. All is united. All is forever. Forever. 

Can you imagine? Can you imagine?

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds.
If we just look bright to see the signs.
We can’t keep hiding from the truth.

You created everything. We belong to you.
Ya Rabb we raise our hands, forever we thank You.
Guide me all the way, be with me all the way.4
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1Over the Rainbow (OST The Wizard of Oz)
2ibid.
3Song of the Mira
4Open Your Eyes (MaherZain)

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

 November! Welcome back to GREAT NOVEMBER!

Sudah satu bulan berlalu tak terasa. Ujian Tengah Semester pun usai sudah. Saatnya mengumpulkan kembali asa yang beterbangan dan berguguran...
Bismillahirrohmanirrahiii...

Ketegangan, keraguan, dan ketakutan, hectic yang berlebihan, apalagi bila trauma itu terulang, kapan2 aku ceritakan deh karena tiap kali aku ingat kejadian itu aku pun tersadar. Mengapa aku masih merasa kurang, mengapa aku begitu arogan? Bukankah aku semestinya mensyukuri semua yang ada? Bukankah seharusnya sadar bahwa perjuangan ini masih panjang? Bahwa semua yang Allah berikan adalah anugerah yang selalu aku syukuri? Ke mana rasa tunduk itu? Baiklah, cukuplah ini. Insya Allah lain waktu akan aku ulas kejadian paling berkesan selama tahun pertamaku sebagai mahasiswa. Kejadian yang membuatku menampar diriku sendiri atas kesombongan dan kelalaian yang memalukan. Terimakasih untuk semua pelajaran yang berharga ini Tuhan.